Side effect 2

At root, I didn't have anything causing depression(* see last record). This was another side effect as well.  I got Hepatitis B by medical needle of regular care for general diseases when I was very small. Then medical men were using same needle for a number of persons. HBV (Hepatitis B virus, virus is quite small substance causing a number of diseases) came into my body through the needle.  HBV was quiet and I had been healthy till I was over 30 years old. When I came to first half of 30's, HBV made turn in motion and I had a great damage in *liver*. There was no good attacking way against HBV. I had no selection other than making HBV feeble unstraightly. I made some attempts to make an attack to HBV. One of the attempts there was a caring way by Interferon. Interferon was medical substance which has great number of side effects. At the end of the list of the side effects, small letters were noted: Causing depression, rating in 0.01%.  Medical men said I am not necessary to weight on depression because it was caused in very very special chance.  But I seemed to be very very special man, so I have had depression. That was worst experience in my living. A number of times, I came to have a desire to put myself into death.

Side effects

I have depression. Depression is a disease which takes power of heart and mind away. As well it get one's ideas twisted to dark view. I have medical substances against the depression every day. Some of them have bad side effects. By one of the effects, these days my eyes view become unnormal: one thing seems to be three or four over-coveredly.
Because of this I have had take three days off. Straight way for getting out of this condition is to make stop taking the medical substances as anyone see. But it's impossible for me. I am strongly in need of them for care of my depression.
I don't see the reason why the side effect has gotten increased these days. I am hoping getting clear view as quickly as possible.

Hot spring!

Last Friday we went to Kitayuzawa with two family of our friends. There was a good hot spring. I took it. It was much hot for me but not bad. A meal was very good. It was a way that every roomers take desired ones; generally named "Viking".
I took three dishes of Kani. Yes, I am a heavy Kani lover.

Three Kings

I am a Blues lover. There are great number of players in Blues division. I will ,here, have a talk about "Three Kings" who are representative player of them.
We are able to see three names in Blues history: Albert King, B.B. King and Freddie King. They are well noted all over the earth.
Their plays are so blue and heartbursting. Specially B.B.King has strong attraction for me. I got his record when I was 15 years old.

Taking care

Nao is my married woman. Nao took part in the night meeting for mothers of school for little boys and girls. When she came back to our house, she was quite worse for drinking. I had to take care of her. Our room for sleeping is second floor. Sometimes I get my boy and girls lifted up and take them to the room. But Nao's weight was so great that I was unable to get lifted. All I was able to do was to get *futon* stretched on a living room and made a heater warmer higher a bit and give her sleeping on the *futon*.

Blues Harp

There is a music instrument played by breath with ten holes. It's named 'Blues Harp'. Blues Harp is my loving instrument. Last night, I took my one and made an attempt to give a play some songs after long time from last playing. I saw that I became very poor player. Now I am training in playing it.